Since I was little, I am a perfectionist on
almost everything. It is something that I am proud of, but at the same time,
ashamed of. Perfectionism made me work hard and achieve everything that I want
to or not want to. I guess that is what made me a determined person after I set
a goal. I would work hard to achieve everything. However, considering human
nature, I make mistakes and sometimes I slack off. When the result came out
badly, I would just be depressed with my performance because subconsciously I
expect things to be nearly perfect. I remember the time I entered middle school
that my scores suddenly dropped and did not get better after few times, I
nearly gave up. However, I thought that could not be the end of my life! So I
started to calm down and just to try my best and appreciate the hard work I
paid. After a while, things started to
pay back. I did fall, but I stood up again. Now, I understand that it is
impossible to be perfect. I am now more acceptable of failures. After all, one
must learn to fail before one become successful. Even though I am still a
little bit of a perfectionist, I can now focus on my overall performance and
the work I have done, instead of small little details that depress me.
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